so the weird dreams have continued.

it started sunday night; in my dream, im out in the woods with logan. we are at an old abondoned house, and outside of the house there is a river. i try to cross the river and get trapped on the side away from the house...suddenly logan is gone and instead, there are wolves on the other side, keeping me from returning to the house. i start to run, run away from the house, and suddenly im flying and ive lost my clothes...i land in a suburb, and there is the house again...the same one that was out in the the forest, but now its in civilization. i go inside, and then i wake up.

monday night: i am walking through the woods again, but this time i am totally alone. it is fall; the leaves have all fallen to the ground, and i am wearing a jacket. i get to the top of a hill and there is a clearing below me. i look down and see a lake. the lake and the sky are both so brilliant and beautiful that it takes my breath away. i am crying both in my dream and in reality. i walk to the bottom of the hill and there are two old women sitting at a table. they look at me, and them motion behind them. there is the house. the same one from the night before. as i approach it, i wake up.

last night: logan and i are in church. i can't remember the context of the sermon, but wade keeps talking about being in god as well as with god. on and on and on. we sing christmas songs, but there are no words; its only humming. logan and i leave the sermon early. i wake up. its strange, i NEVER remember my dreams. i dont understand...

i miss richmond and my people there more than anyone can ever know. i am counting down the days until i return...OMG im losing my sanity.